Bulletin Board Post

Suicide

Just Want It To Stop

<div class="ExternalClass2877A3703DDA4AF3A9CC225E2F73A9C2">I've been having a really hard time the past few months. I started self harming and have been having suicidal thoughts. I don't want to die. I just want to stop hurting all the time. Everything makes me upset and I just want to stop feeling like this. I take depression and anxiety meds and I'll occasionally take more than I should just to stop crying as hard and to sleep. I know what I'm doing is stupid and my ex is threatening to tell my mom about all of it. I plan on my doctor telling her when I go for my refills on my medicine but I don't want her to know 'til then, if ever. But yeah, I just want it all to stop. I'm so tired of feeling like this. </div>

<div class="ExternalClass69D7FCD3705F43FF8C0F84C0461E0562">We are so glad you are reaching out because you are in a lot of emotional pain. You need support. If you are hurting yourself and overmedicating then trying to manage your pain on your own probably is not going so well and you need more help. We know you are concerned, you don't want people to know what you are going through, but, without that support you may not stop hurting yourself and may not get relief from your emotional pain. There is nothing wrong with letting others know especially professionals like a Doctor that can give you treatment and a parent that loves you and doesn’t want you to suffer and wants you to be happy. We care about what you are going through and want to help so, if you can call us or text we can talk to you about any of your thoughts. We will listen. We will help you sort through this. We have counselors available 24 hours/day and really do care. We also have a lot of good information on our website. Here are a few links that we think could be helpful. <a href="/Pages/tip-depression.aspx" style="background-color:#ffffff;">http://www.yourlifeyourvoice.org/v2/Pages/tip-depression.aspx</a> <a href="/Pages/tip-Suicidal-Thoughts.aspx">http://www.yourlifeyourvoice.org/v2/Pages/tip-Suicidal-Thoughts.aspx</a> <a href="/Pages/tip-Your-Feelings-are-OK.aspx">http://www.yourlifeyourvoice.org/v2/Pages/tip-Your-Feelings-are-OK.aspx</a> We hope you will open up to us or others in your life, you don’t know unless you try. Nothing to lose if you do reach out and everything to gain, like your life and happiness. Take care, Anne, Counselor </div>

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