I Don't Want To Live AnymoreSuicideI Don't Want To Live Anymore<div class="ExternalClass2BD01152A5154CAD8BEC0DCD052E2135"><p>​<span class="ms-rteFontFace-1 ms-rteFontSize-3">Um, Hi I've never been one to beat around the bush so here goes absolutely nothing: I want to die. That felt good to say. I feel like I am worthless and that I'm going to go nowhere in life anyways so that there's no point. I have to wake up everyday and deal with the same people and the same stuff and it's getting tiring. I hate my body, I hate my face, I hate my brain, I hate everything about myself and I'm just really really really tired. But wait, there's more, I don't want to kill myself per se, I just don't look both ways before I cross the street. I don't want to actively kill myself but I don't want to live anymore. </span><br></p></div><div class="ExternalClass8064CEBD7BBB43CF8CD5B1159CFDD411"><p> <span class="ms-rteFontFace-1 ms-rteFontSize-3">We are so glad you reached out to us and expressed your feelings.  You said you felt a relief when you said you want to die. Maybe you needed to express your feelings no matter how they sound.  It's what you're feeling and it's real for you.  It is of course concerning that you are having these feelings, but, it is important to talk about it so you can heal and deal with what is at the heart of your emotional pain.  </span></p><p> <span class="ms-rteFontFace-1 ms-rteFontSize-3">It does sound like your self-worth is pretty low and that may have a lot to do with your emotional pain.  It's very brave to be honest with how you feel and how you see your life.  When you know you are not alone and can receive help you can start to believe there is hope.  You may have gone through some tough times,  loss or other reasons that have created these tough feelings.  It's important to believe that you will not always be in this dark place in your life.  You said you are really tired which sounds like you are done with how you are feeling now and maybe it's time for positive change, to get the support that you really need. </span></p><p> <span class="ms-rteFontFace-1 ms-rteFontSize-3">We know you are really hurting and we want to help and support you.  We have counselors available you can call and speak with and our website </span> <a href="/"> <span class="ms-rteFontFace-1 ms-rteFontSize-3">www.yourlifeyourvoice.org</span></a><span class="ms-rteFontFace-1 ms-rteFontSize-3"> has many supportive articles and tips to help with tough issues.  We also have a texting service if that is something you would like to try.  We want to encourage you to start today and promise yourself that you are going to be safe and begin to work towards caring more about your feelings and building up yourself with positive words and actions that you deserve so you can start to live the life you need.   </span></p><p> <span class="ms-rteFontFace-1 ms-rteFontSize-3">You are a special and unique with your own strengths and gifts.  It's important to recognize the good that you are and even write them down like you are a good person, kind, good friend etc.  Recognizing the goodness you have inside can help to build up those positive feelings that help you to be yourself and love yourself.  You can also do things that make you happy like listen to music, read, write poetry, art work and anything else you enjoy.  When you take care of yourself with what you love and see the goodness that you have it can build your internal strength and makes you a happier person. </span></p><p> <span class="ms-rteFontFace-1 ms-rteFontSize-3">We are here for you and want to support you, here are a few articles that can also help you.  </span> </p><p> <a href="/Pages/tip-your-self-esteem.aspx"><span class="ms-rteFontFace-1 ms-rteFontSize-3">http://www.yourlifeyourvoice.org/v2/Pages/tip-your-self-esteem.aspx</span></a> </p><p> <a href="/Pages/tip-depression.aspx"><span class="ms-rteFontFace-1 ms-rteFontSize-3">http://www.yourlifeyourvoice.org/v2/Pages/tip-depression.aspx</span></a><br class="ms-rteFontFace-1 ms-rteFontSize-3"></p><p> <a href="/Pages/tip-dont-give-up.aspx"><span class="ms-rteFontFace-1 ms-rteFontSize-3">http://www.yourlifeyourvoice.org/v2/Pages/tip-dont-give-up.aspx</span></a> </p><p> <span class="ms-rteFontFace-1 ms-rteFontSize-3">We hope to hear from you, take care of yourself and continue to express yourself and reach out to us, </span> </p><p> <span class="ms-rteFontFace-1 ms-rteFontSize-3">Anne</span><br></p></div>16

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