99% Sure I Want To Kill MyselfSuicide99% Sure I Want To Kill Myself<div class="ExternalClass8B520D76DE2D4B959A71575B5D50A0D6"><p>​<span class="ms-rteFontFace-1 ms-rteFontSize-3 ms-rteThemeForeColor-2-4" style="">99% sure I want to kill myself. I'm so close its scary. How my death would affect my mom is the only thing holding me back now </span><br></p></div><div class="ExternalClassB2697D823EB84887AC500B3EC9391F5D"><p> <span class="ms-rteFontFace-1 ms-rteFontSize-3 ms-rteThemeForeColor-2-4">Thanks for reaching out.   That 1% is such a huge reason to stay here and think of better options.  Whatever you are going through right now might feel irreparable, but most problems in life have multiple solutions.  And – since emotions are fluid and how you feel today may not be how you feel next week or next month, you have to stick around.  We absolutely believe you when you say you feel this way, but solving something by suicide just ends you, does not solve problems, and forever changes the lives of your loved ones.</span></p><p> <span class="ms-rteFontFace-1 ms-rteFontSize-3 ms-rteThemeForeColor-2-4">Nothing is worth suicide.  That is not to say the reasons you put forth are not important, because they are very important.  That is why it is so important to maybe call in and speak to a crisis counselor here or call your mom now and say nothing other than "Mom, I am suicidal".  She needs to know the extent of your hurting on the inside.  There is help out there, and we want to make sure that you receive it.  We do not know if you have ever read about the small number of suicide survivors who have jumped from the Golden Gate Bridge, but 100% of them said when they first stepped off, they immediately regretted their decision.  </span></p><p> <span class="ms-rteFontFace-1 ms-rteFontSize-3 ms-rteThemeForeColor-2-4">You are right.  This is so scary.  Please call now at 1-800-448-3000 so we can talk ok.  We are worried about you.</span></p><p> <span class="ms-rteFontFace-1 ms-rteFontSize-3 ms-rteThemeForeColor-2-4">Laura, Crisis Counselor</span></p></div>20

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