I am in need of some assistance. I have a tough family relationship. I feel like they suffocate me, and will not let me do things independently. I don't tend to like the idea of being dependent on the very people that make me feel so dark. I want to find my own way. I want independence.
I want to feel alive(not crushed). I have been isolated, and I've been deathly afraid of talking to new people since preschool. I wasn't used to being around a group of peers that I've never met before, so I isolated and hid and learned to shut people out, and I'm so tired of living in pain, confusion, and frustration.