I have overwhelming feelings of hopelessness, loneliness and sadness. I almost tried to commit suicide. I just feel like the world is out to get me, and that every time I try to get happy it just likes pushing me down. This has been going on for awhile now. Every since my best friend committed suicide.
I saw him three hours before he did it. I was over at his house, and he told me to stay. All I did was walk away. Now I feel like I am the one to blame for him dying. I could have stayed and made sure he was safe.
I just don't know what to do anymore, and that is why I contacted you as a last resort effort. Please I just need someone to care.