I'm not so sure what to say, but to tell you that I don't know what to do anymore. I hate myself. I hate my life. I feel like I just hate everyone at times. I want to end it. I don't want to live. I need help I know. I fear this is my only way to get it.
I've tried to talk with my mother, but all she does is mock me, and tell me I'm going through a phase.
I've cut myself. I feel like I need that pain. I don't think it's a phase. My mother won't help me. My closest friend tells me she's there for me, but never truly is. I don't know what to do. Help? Please.