This is the first time I've ever talked to anybody about how I feel. I feel like I have depression and don't know what to do. I've done research online and think I have clinical depression but not sure. Sometimes I cut my self mainly because it makes me feel better but then afterwards I wish I didn't do it because I have new scars that need to be hidden.
3 years ago my mother died and I feel a part of me died with her. People always say I'm a happy kid, but on the inside I know the real truth. I'm really scared to talk to my sister who I live with or anybody else because of what they might think of me, but I want help. I don't what to do.
Do I just keep going on saying this feeling will pass or get help?