Well you have taken the right step by reaching out to us. During our teenage years is when we usually start to develop feelings for someone, so that part is normal. It is also normal to develop an interest in someone that we probably shouldn't, or someone that we will never end up getting involved with. Those feelings will not last forever, and with time they will start to fade. You will get used to the fact that you can not be with this person, and your heart and mind adjusts. It is good to keep yourself involved in positive things around you that can keep your mind from focusing on this person. Being a part of clubs, sports, or other extra curricular activities is a great way to get out and be around more people. This is something to look into, if you are not already involved in something similar.
Sometimes we face days where we have something we want to talk about, but we are limited on who we can share with. Think if there is a friend, or relative, or even your school counselor to reach out to for some extra support and direction. It is going to be good for you if you are able to talk this out with someone, to help you work through it. So consider talking to someone around you. Your family/friends love you, and are there to help you, not judge you. More than likely they will be understanding about who you are developing feelings for, and help you sort through it. This way you will not have to deal with it alone. Of course we are pleased that you reached out to us, and we want you to know that we are here for you 24/7 if you need to talk. We have counselors available now, if you would like to pick up the phone and talk with someone. Keep on reaching out, that is a great way to get the help you are seeking!
Best,
Mandi, Counselor