I drank very heavily. It was after an extremely bad break-up. I used to lock my door, and drink by myself. I'd get so drunk and depressed that I'd cut myself and end up regretting it the next day. I just kept drinking. I began dating someone who hated drinking, and so eventually I stopped. I've been sober for about 4 months now, and I wouldn't touch another drop. However, while dropping that.
I've picked up smoking. My boyfriend does it, and he's kind of a very renowned stoner. Nothing in this world could ever get him to stop. However, It's hard for me to stop when everyone I'm around smokes. I really want to quit, but it's extremely hard.
I'm conflicted because he really wants me to quit, and a part of me wants to. I just don't know where to begin.