I used to be so strong but lately I feel so weak. all the stress brings me down
It gives me no choice I cant seem to speak my mind,
I just can't find my voice. more cuts end up on my wrist something else I got to hide, besides the smile I used to have
but now it's hid behind, the other part of me
the person I pretend to be so you dont see my tears
I fight all my fears I can't show emotion
so I store it all inside but It builds up
I have to cut myself to let it all out.
The pills numb my painputs the stress off to the side and when I bleed it all out I feel better inside but i know i need help?