Hello I have a long history of substance abuse and I run from confrontation. I just pop a pill or sniff coke or smoke and drink. I even mix them all together. However I'm really scared on how to get off of xanex I feel hopeless and I'm to afraid of the withdrawls to stop. My girlfiend says I have to stop or she will leave me and if I lose her I lose everything that means anything in my life. I've been to rehab for coke, I have never had a male figure to guide me in my life. I was also sexually abused and I've been using drugs to cope!
Someone please respond I might not be around to much longer please help someone?