I have a group of friends. A clique if you want to call it that. We're not "popular" (I don't believe in popularity anyways.) We're not "losers". For a while a lot of my friends (It's a group of about 8 girls.) Have been being pretty mean to me. Recently I've only had my best friend to count on. Even my other friend who I consider my best friend as well has been siding with the mean girls lately.
They're not outright mean. They do it all under the surface. They have other girls sit at our lunch table. So me and my best friend can't sit there. They ignore us when we say hi. Today we were all going some where, and everyone was ignoring us. My friend and I started walking away. As we were they started to feel bad. They said "Oh sorry you can come!"
We said we were okay, and so we started walking away again, and one of them yelled at us. For no reason! We're not the ones being mean. This has been going on for a while. Last year two of them in the group had a birthday sleepover party at a hotel. They invited everyone but us. A few months after that the girl that yelled at us had a party and didn't invite us. They've really just been awful to me, and my friend.
We don't know what to do. We want to leave our group, and not be friends with them anymore. Then we wouldn't have any friends because everybody else has their own little cliques. Next year we're starting high school, and if I decide to stay this year. Next year I promised myself I would leave. Even if it meant being alone.
I don't want to put up with it anymore. They make me feel bad all the time. I've been eating a lot more than I should. Then I feel bad, and don't eat at all for a while. I'm afraid I'm becoming either obese or anorexic. I'm really scared. I have nowhere to turn. Please help me!!!