I was raped when I was younger. I can never get close to anyone. I've never had a boyfriend, never made a bond with my parents, and never got along with my verbally abusive brother. My life sucks I can't talk to my friends about it because I'm embarrassed and ashamed.
I can't talk to my parents because I feel like a stranger to them, and there is absolutely no one at school to talk to like a counselor or anything BECAUSE THERE ISN'T ONE. I would talk to a therapist, but where would I find money for one. I just don't understand how to get out of this one