My dad is a emotional and physical abuser towards me and my mom. Mainly when he is drunk. My parents both drink A LOT. They have many different personalities. I am a only child by the way. I use to be a cutter, even went to a hospital for help. I feel like I have no one.

My dad doesn't even let me out of my house. He always tells me to go cut myself. I honestly wish he would die, he means NOTHING to me. My mom is drunk half the time and doesn't even do anything about this.

Oh, and I dropped out of school because of depression like a month ago. My parents fight every night and hit each other, and I'm home 24/7 (only child) so it gets pretty lonely and stuff. My dad won't even let me hangout with friends anymore. I just need out of this house. No one believes me or understands what I go through.

I'm honestly surprised I'm still here today. My dad has hit me many times, even with objects and gave me bruises. He doesn't even talk to me about anything, just treats me like crap. My mom, he hurts her too. She's stupid and won't do anything about it. Sometimes when we get into fights the next morning they forget about everything. This whole thing is just killing me inside. I deserve to be happy.
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